Migraines are a bitch

i woke up with one. it had kicked my ass before i even got to work to be the unit sexretary. and i was on my gas light. fuck. but the good part was i did NOT have to be a nurse and look at patients!!. I dimmed the lights and sipped water and held back my vomit and entered orders as fast as i could, avoiding the smells of food. And then He came. And I went over to sit by him and asked him to kill me please. He looked at me and could tell I had a migraine. Told me to go get my VS while he saw his patient. BP sucked again, Low and high HR. He rxed me prednisone since that helps and gave me the next 2 days off. God love the man. So I entered orders as fast as I can and then left at 5. I don't think the infatuation will ever depart. at least DH knows about it now and we were all honest and talked yesterday. He knows its a big part of what is always on my mind. Im waiting to see if the neice will come take me to the casino or not, or if the boyfriend will win out. If FedEx doesnt come tomorrow with a check im going to sedate myself for 24 hours and cry. Loud. He wore his sage green shirt today... I was in my sage green scrubs.